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My
name is Anton. I was drug addict for 16 years. Addiction is a
way of life, which I tried at the age 12 for the first time. I tried
marijuana and since that time drugs are in my life. Being 18 I started
to inject heavy dugs.
At first it was cool, but
then parents and relatives knew that I am drug addict and stopped to give
me money and changed their opinion about me. I started to steal, then I
went to prison. After getting free from the prison I've decided to change
my life, I've moved to another city, found a new job and lived one year
without drugs.
Then I started to use heroin
again, I lost my job, then it became worse and worse and worse. I was
in couple hospitals for drug addicts. I realized that nothing would help
me and I would never change. When they invited me to go to the
believers’ rehab-center I thought that it didn't matter for me where to go
and what for - I just wanted to give pause of me for my mom - so she
could earn more money and I could spend them later. When I came to the
rehab-center I didn't see any doctor there but common guys, ex-drug
addicts, but with other life interests already.
There I heard for the first
time in my life that Jesus can change my life, but I didn't believe
it. Only after being there for 3 months God touched my heart. He
opened Himself for me - and I could understand how I can live now, because
I can't live as I lived before and I have nothing to take to my new life
with God.
So - I've decided to listen to
my heart - how it fills with good intentions. This is from God! So now
I'm in ministry with drug addicts and street kids.
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